Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Praise Him~~~Worship Him~~~& Be Blessed!

Worship!!! Makes God smile and revives your Soul!
I woke up Sunday morning at 5 something am. I decided right then that no matter what I was gonna Praise God today. I decided that as much as my heart hurt, as much as my soul hurt, as sad as I felt, as much as I had spinning around in my mind~~~~~~~I was gonna Praise God with everything that was in me and everything that He chose to put in me! I was gonna lift my voice and Praise my way out of my darkness and pain and shame. I did it too! I found the~~~~~~~ secret instead staying in that place where life had taken me I was gonna step out in Faith and say, Thank You God! Thank You for being so near to me during this year and beyond. Thank You Holy Spirit for holding me up when I couldn't hold myself up. Thank You for loving me when I couldn't see, feel or believe in the Love you have for me!
I went to church Sunday morning and was blessed. I went to the nursing home and was blessed even more. I went to Tina & Jon's home and was blessed again. From there back to church where I was blessed beyond what I've ever been blessed before. I was making my noise for God and with everything in me and all that God was pouring into me I sang and I sang to God! I sang for the pain, the hurt, the shame, the tears, the fears, the unknown, the sadness and more but I sang it in thanks because as I'm in these places God is right beside me. When I fail Him He doesn't kick me He leans down and picks me up and He holds me in His arms the only place I know where I'm safe and sound! I just have to thank Him over and over til my voice fades away and the Holy Ghost begins to pray for me.
I know life is gonna hurt more and I know there's a lot on my shoulders and on my heart but I now know the secret is to Praise Him through it all! I am so very blessed that God above uses me even though I was conceived out of hate. Even though I was raised in a Hell on earth…He has been with me even when I couldn't feel His presence. Thank You so much God and I want to Praise You more and more!
~I LOVE YOU GOD!!!~
~TERESA~
I sang just the chorus to...…It's A New Season by Israel and New Breed
It is a new season for me!